I am up after 3 hours of sleep. I work overnights and was home at 7:30 this morning. I woke up to a house of craziness..kids yelling, fighing and their dad not being able to handle it all.

I see alot of anger in my kids and it makes me sad. I know in part its because of me and the anger I have over my circumstances.

I want to give that all over to you Lord. I know you can do more than I can imagine and I am believeing in that.

Help us God. We really do need You.

A few days..

before Christmas..a time of giving.

I have been a selfish person..worrying about me, my needs..what are others doing for me..Why do I have to do everything.
Then I thought of God and what he gave..the most precious thing..his Son.

I want to give from now on..without complainging..without murmuring.

I want to cherish my family..

and cherish the life the Lord has given to me

New life

Well this is my first blog and I am glad to start it today...and that is because I want today to the first day of the rest of my 'new' life. A life that is joyous, hopeful and a living testament to what the Lord can do in someone's life.

I have been living the wrong way. I have been down, sad, and not believing in the promises that our God has promised to us. I have been in my struggles..back and forth..unwilling to finally stop going around the same mountain.
Today I remembered something Joyce Meyer said..it goes something like-you can be pitiful or you can be powerful but you can't be pitiful and powerful at the same time- I have been pitiful for way to long. I want to be a powerful woman..a woman for God..a good mother. A servant.

So today is the first day of living the life He created me to live. Let's see what happens :)